All I can think about today is how many good friends I have accumulated over the years.
A whole bunch of good bastards.
Including Jesus I guess, though he hasn't shown his face in a while.
I'm not 100% sure who I am today.
Though I'm unusually positive, there's a feeling of resignation hanging in the air.
But I think I'm going to be ok.
Isn't it the worst feeling, trying as hard as you can and yet still not meeting the mark.
I made a desicion a while ago that I would only try as hard as I could for a sensible length of time. Then I would let go.
Its time to let go.
It's funny how its only now that the possibilties are beginning to appear.
